I-I'm Officially Missing You

God, i officially can't take this song out of my head! It's soooooooooooo addictive. It's orginally sung by Tamia. It's redone by Janice and Sonia in the video. And their version totally rock socks and needless to say, is better than the original version ;)

So, take a listen. They have awesome voice btw.

No, i mean it, they did it so fabulously!

Dumm deee dee dummm...

....HOLIDAYS are hereee to greet me :):):) Exams and its sucky mate, results are not going to stop me from enjoying this holiday. Gosh, finally i have time to rest.

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On every 31st of each month, Baskin Robbins have its sales, and well, mummy will never forget to get us ice cream. But unfortunately, with my health condition, i get to eat none of the 4 flavours mummy bought. :(:(:(

So, i played with dry ice instead. :p

And so did my siblings and my maid. Lol.

Well, sometimes we can do really stupid things right?
For example, like my sister,

chopping off her own hand.

ps. this shot was her idea. lol. Cute, ain't she?

Ahahhaa... Well, i'm sure there was one part of your life where you were fascinated with dry ice, no? It's definitely not the first time i'm using dry ice but this is the first time i took picture while playing with dry ice :p

My maid, kakak: "Apa ini? Magik yea?" (referring to the white fog)

Well, we have our moments :)

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I'm finally turned 19 and old now on the 8th of november. Really. I FEEL SO DARN OLD. I so often wish that time would just freeze and let me breathe for a moment. But owh well, i don't have the skill of freezing time like Hiro Nakamura, so i guess i really have to grow old and not breathe like everyone else.

As far as i can remember, my family celebrated each birthday of mine with a birthday cake and each year the number of candles increases on my birthday cake. But this year, for a change, i had a humble celebration with my family with cupcakes! Of all people, mummy was the one who suggested the idea. Hip eh, my mum? Well, she said she didn't want to get a cake and let it rot in the freezer, lol.

Don't they look delicious?

And this year, instead of 19 candles, i only had to blow out 1 candle. :) To me, that signifies that i will always stay youthful :p

Yea, i can be quite vain sometimes. ahahha..
Although it was during exam period, it was my birthday afterall, so i decided to dress up for a little, even though it was just a shopping trip.

What do ya think?

Paired it with these gorgeous shoes:

The dress, shoes and bag are the treasures i found online :) Aren't they just so prettty :):)

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After dim sum with my family and quan yuan yesterday, we headed to the warehouse bookstore in Atria, where i managed to grab some awesome finds. :D:D

I love Louise Rennison. I remember reading her books since i was like 14? I remember so clearly, her first title was "Angus, Thongs and Full Frontal Snogging". And it's mightyly funny, i tell you. The writer is pretty open about things and she likes to make up her own words. Lol. like me. For example, she calls her mum Mutti and her dad Vatti and her boyfriend Sex God.

But she's really lovable, i promise. That's why i was so happy when i found them in the warehouse bookstore. :D:D Which means i got these books for a fraction of its retail price. Yippee. I always love it when i get cheap finds. It gives me that adrenalin rush. ahhahaha.. Who doesn't?

Hmm.. if you're lookingt for a book to read so that you can improve you language, this isn't the book you're looking for. Reason being, she makes up her own words! ahahhaa.. I read this book for entertainment purpose, well she's funny! And well, it's light reading, which i like, just to relax myself. :)

The best part is:

CHECK OUT THE PRICE!! RM 12.00

*GASP*

So, head over to the warehouse bookstore in Atria. 1st floor if i've not mistaken. You will not miss it. ;) Maybe you can find some of your own book treasure there, who knows?

But before i can lay my hands on these books, I'm gonna finish on these two first:

Yeap, author of Sex and the City, Candace Bushnell. Totally love her. And a very delayed read, angels and demons.

These books are gonna keep me accompanied for the next few months. :) oh, they'll be my salvation, trust me.

Hi, How are YOU?

Gosh, long time, hasn't it been? Missed me? ahahahha..


SEEEEE.. i told you, i only blog when exam's nearing!! Well, what to do, i suddenly have the urge to blog, so here i am :D


Hmmm... What about i start off by sharing with you some of the latest and one of a kind "Lilian's Stories", lol.

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Note: I was having a bad migrain, from the operation (will elaborate further later regarding the operation).

The date was Oct 10th, my bro's birthday.

So, how could I, being a LOVING SISTER not get my bro a birthday present??!!

Well, there i was, in centerpoint, heading for the anime shop to buy what my brother loves most, anime merchandises.

Holding my head in my hands, i pushed the door to the anime shop sideways and it didn't budge at all!

"Bloody helll, of all times, you have to be out at this time? Don't you need to work?! " I scolded the shopkeeper IN MY HEAD.

Well, i peeped through the shop to search for a soul inside, but i can't find any. So, i decided to take a walk and go back later on.

Just when i came back to the anime shop, an elderly man exited from another shop and entered the anime shop by PUSHING the door forward. LOL.

OMG. At that moment, i felt so stupid. You see, all this while i thought the door was a sliding door.. ahahah..

I have no idea why i thought it was a sliding door because right next to the door was a solid wall. And i don't know how i missed this, but there was indeed a shopkeeper in the anime shop.

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Well, you must be wondering, WHAT OPERATION, LILIAN?

Fret not,  i'll tell you now alright?

Remember i mentioned i cough almost every night? Those horribleeeee sleepless nights, i tell ya. Not to mention, those coughings in lecture halls that happens everyday. And those coughs due to temperature changeee... ARRgghh.. I couldn't take them no more! and i have finally found the cause to my problem: the polyps in my nose, due to a very very bad sinus problem.

Well, you must be wondering, what the HELL is polyps? It's actually just a growth in your nose. And this growth in my nose, is causing all thesee complications.

So, finally i got it removed.

Well, if you were wondering was i scared, hell yea, i was scared! But what had to be done must be done. :D

Can't say that i acted brave cause when i went into the operation room, i remembered them just sticking stuffs onto me and i kept my eyes closed at all times, lol. I'm damn sure they were talking to me, but i just wasn't listening, drowning in my thoughts "CALM DOWN, LILIAN, CALM DOWN". The other thing i could hear was my heartbeat on the machine.. beep.........beep...beep..beep...beep *deap breathes* beep.......beep..

Ahaha.. how very chicken of me. aahhaha..

Anyways, moments later i felt myself lose concious, then poof, pitch black. I dunno if it's me watching too many movies, like "Awake", which Jessica Alba starred in. I keep picturing myself having an out-of-body experience. Probably the reason why i was so scared of going under anaesthetic. But the last time i went under general anaesthetic, it wasn't all pretty butterfly memories either, i remembered this spiltting in my head, and my hands trying to grab the breathing tube.. yikes

When i woke up, i was SOOOOOOOOOOOO relieved i wasn't awake like in the movie "Awake" during the operation to experience the process of the operation. That would be hell! omggggg..

At first, it hurt when i breathed, still drowsy, i just layed there, waiting for the moment to leave the monitoring ward.

The first thing my dad did when he saw me was to say, "You look like ninja turtle, girl", then immediately took out his phone and snapped a photo:

Yeap, he did that right after the operation. You see those cellophone tapes on my nose? they're holding on to the strings that are attached to 2 gauzes in each nostril. This is when it's still quite clean and not-so-disgusting period.

You should've seen how i look when my nose started to bleed, those cellophone tapes were covered with dried blood and worst part is that i can't even remove them just then.

Oh, don't miss the best part of the whole thing, on the last day during my stay in the hospital, they asked me hold a basin below my nose while they pulled out the gauzes from my nose. I could feel the gauze slide through my nose and gosh, that was a disgusting feeling, and the next thing i know, blood was flowing out like waterfall from my nose. Gosh, i got shocked, nobody warned me i was to experience that much of blood flow from my nose!

And the next few days, i looked like this:

*ignore the expression please* no seriously, ignore it. It's the only picture i've got!

It took a few days to stop bleeding, finally! And i was alright for about a week, then the migrain started, then came along, numbness of half of my face, then throbbing pain in my cheeks. Gosh, all these lasted for more than a week, till now. I'm feeling better now, thank god! no migrains at least, and no throbbing in the cheeks, but i still can't feel my teeth, left cheek, left upper lip and my left nostril :( I hope it's nothing though, please go away, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

sighs..

Let's not talk about this and fret over it cause i have many many lovely stories to tell you and best of all, they're happy ones :D don't you love happy stories?

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Remember i mentioned that i can't feel my teeth?

One morning when i woke up, i was brushing my teeth and checking whether there was improvement or not (in terms of numbness), was it subsiding or not. Then i kind of panicked when i brushed the right side of my teeth and realised they were insensitive to my toothbrush movements.

Then suddenly, i realised...

I was still wearing my retainers.

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Yeap :)

Ain't it pretttyy???? The best part is, IT'S MINE. :D:D

My 19th Be-early Birthday gift :)

Thanks darling, i couldn't have asked for anything more.

i love you :)

Wanna see how good my babe can do in the photo-taking department?

(Probably another way to say 'wanna see who cam-whored with my iPhone?' hehe..)

*CHEESE*

Hahaha.. What? I was pulling a 'funny face'.

Saiful!

Lyndylyndylyndy :)

You know when i first got my babe, i played with it the whole day at uni, lol. Can't help it! Damn jakun right? But as prove that i did do my work, Cheng Theng took photo of me doing work. Lol.

 

Ohgod, management.

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I've got a few interesting photos that would light up my day just by looking at them :)

Woah, like real only!

My two favourite guys playing tennis. :)

I miss you I miss I miss you, Charissaaaaaa!!!!!

<3

I just feel happy looking at it :p maybe, it's the colour.

And lastly, i always save the best for the last. :)

VOGUE

I'll leave the speaking to the pictures.

Clickety Click to see the rest of the photos :)

I hope you had fun reading this post as much as i did typing it out. Haha..

Until the next time,

Lovessssssssssssssss,

Lilian

Product-ive

• Catch up with friends ~~~ Checked
• Exercise ~~~ Checked
• Broke ~~~ Checked

I guess i can safely say that this 3 weeks holiday was rather productive :) At least more productive than the ones i had before. My usual holiday routine: wake up, breakfast, watch tv, sleep, watch tv, sleep. Aahahha.. surprisingly, this time round, it ain't following this cycle anymore! In fact, i find it hard to find time to watch tv.

So, that means that i actually have stuff to blog about!! it's been awhile since i had anything to blog about unless you want to hear about my BORING daily uni routine. So, stay tuned for further updates. LOVE :)

Here i am

My stupid Nokia 6500 keeps hanging, i really can't take it no more. Halfway through a call, i'll hear same weird alien-like noise, that's when i'll know my phone starts hanging again, then the call will cut off and my phone'll restart itself. -.-

And lately, it has started to play jokes on me by hanging every now and then when i'm sending a message, or browsing through pictures. To solve the hanging problem, i have to take out the batteries a couple of times before it's usesable again.

So, i was thinking and also persuading my dad to get me this:




Yea, kinda expected right. I know what you're going to say, "Another person wanting an iphone? What's new?"

Lol. I know, but i was scouting around, and i still think iphone would be the best choice for me. After all i love apple products. having an iphone means i'll be having an ipod with me as well :) that's just awesome.

But you know what? i should stop dreaming about getting an iphone cause most probably i won't be getting one, unless my nokia 6500 damages itself into bits and pieces. So till then, i'll have to compromise with my faulty phone.

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I'm so sorry for my MIA, it's been pretty busy lately. As far as i can remember i started Uni in March and now's May right? You know what? my exam's in June.

I feel like i've just started uni and now i have to sit for my finals. WOOT? It's all happening so fast, i think i'm starting to panic. I've not even started studying a teeny weeny bit yet. On top of that, i still have assignments :(:( I really don't want to imagine how my second or third year in uni will be like. Honeeestly.

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You can officially call me BORING now. Yes, i am that kind of person now. All i do is go Uni, then go home. Okay, not so bad, but you get the idea. I really have no life already.

I'm so awfully sorry that i have no pictures to post because i was being such a boring person. So hopefully after my exams i wouldn't stay this way, or someone will have to brand "BORING" on my forehead for real.

Yes, as much as i would like to be interesting, i have to go study and do money and capital market tutorial. About that, omg, me being so stupid, took money and capital market this semester, which everybody told me has like the lowest passing rate among all year 1 subjects. I have no clue half the things the textbook is trying to explain. So, HELP. Do you feel my pain now? sobs.

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There there, as i promised to show you.

I don't look that bad, right?? This is what i'll have to stick with for the rest of my 3 year degree program. I have no clue why i look so pale when you really should've seen the amount of makeup i put on that day.

I'm not much of a makeup person but hey, i have to keep this ID for my entire course okay?! i really didn't want to risk looking like zombie-that-just-got-out-of-bed.

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I'm suppose to be reading microecon now so i can do my tutorial questions, but look, i'm on my blog again. Let's just say i'll do anything to escape studying.
Okay, i feel guilty now, i shall go. So, nite nite.

BJ Club

It makes me feel so frustrated not being able to find a blog template that i like. It's just saddening, you know? I know i'm weird but whenever i blog, or want to blog, i'll picture how the blog post would look like when i post it up. And if my imagination fails to interest me, i'll have no inspiration, thus i'll just not blog at all.

So, if you've come across a nice template, leave a comment and the URL? Pretty please? Just a simple one will do. I was thinking white :)

Yesterday during lunch hour in uni, the Dance Club gave a stunning performance. So, it got me thinking if i should join although i can't dance at all. A duck probably dance better than me.

Dearie
Lilian

"Hey, dear, you wanna join dance club with me?"
"Are you serious??"
"I was just thinking of it."
"Aww man, why can't my girlfriend join clubs like chess club? Why must my girlfriend always go for things like dancing club?"
"Chess club?"
"Yea, the dancing club is like a BJ club"
"BJ club?"
"The Boob Jiggling Club. Did you see the dancers yesterday? They were shaking so violently."

AHAHAHHAHA.. :)

So far, uni is not likeable to me. Seriously.

The textbooks each weigh 3kg, i swear. :(:( All words and no pictures!! Why can't they write the book like sejarah books with pictures of people fighting? Instead of people fighting, maybe they can put pictures of people doing business, you get what i mean?

Now, i'm reading this book called "Marshmallows for Breakfast" by my favourite author, Dorothy Koomson. :):) makes me a happy girl reading it.

Actually, i'm trying to kill time now waiting for the printer to print my lecture notes. Stupid inkjet printer taking 23943209480239840932 minutes to finish printing. Printing one page takes at least 1 minute. i'm printing 40 over pages, so 40 mins?? gosssshhh.. Okay, i'm going off now. Toodlessss..

Bird Poop

It's been a while hasn't it?

Uni is pretty overwhelming. They just throw all the assessments that i'm suppose to do in this four months at my face. I'm feeling sick already. First week and i have work to do already.

Know what i hate most?
The long hours of having to be in Uni. However, my timetable kinda rocks compared to the people doing Engineering and Science :p I only have 12 hours of study per week. :D:D

I woke up late this morning and well, took a little too long to get ready and was late 20 mins for my tutorial. So malu-fying, i tell you. Everybody was sitting on their individual computers and me walking in saying, "sorry sorry."

Then later, my tutor mocked me asking, "why were you late?? Cannot find parkin ah?"

And me being such an honest girl told him, "i woke up late"

Gone the impression i was planning to give.

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The most interesting part of the day would have been during lunch. Gosh, bird shit day.

We were having lunch in Medan. So, we were sitting under the trees eating. But how on earth would we know that birds keep shitting there???!

Su-Jean got poop on her shoulder. And it looked freakingly disgusting. It was watery and had brown brown solids. yucck yuck. and it splattered on my hand and pants. OMG.

After cleaning up, quan yuan bought me a new plate of lunch cause i refused to eat mine. (I was afraid that the watery shit went into my rice and mixed with the curry. Yuck.)

The minute quan yuan sat down, another pile of white watery bird poop fell onto quan yuan's hand.

What do you think? Of course we shifted!

Omg, i swear i'm not going to medan and sit under those trees again.

And when i came home, i just came to noticed there was some dirty stuff on my car, which looks like, you've guessed it, BIRD POOP.